
Here is one of my journal entries that I decided to post into my blog entry. Since I want to make this blog site a place as a beacon of hope, a place where one can break the silence, a place where one can escape to and a place where one can reflect.
I have developed the fascination with flashlights when I was about 3, 4, or 5 years old. I have used to hold the flashlight with the lamp end towards my eyes to shine into them. So I began the habit of staring into the small bright beam of the light bulb under the glass. I have worn glasses as well so it magnifies the brightness of the light beam.
I have not encountered any child or anyone who has this sort of fascination of flashlight. I just stare into it for a long period of time. The brightness have never bothered my eyes then.
Ever since I have developed that fascination with the flashlights, I have discharged the large number of carbon batteries over time. I have even collected flashlight of various sizes and colors for many years. So here is the journal entry of my thoughts on flashlights;
"Well, I’m about to head over to bed. I’ve watched some TV while Ken was next door already dozed off when he said that he’s going to give Grandma Penny her meds. Anyway, I’ve watched some of the Most Shocking and Most Daring and I’ve gone to the computer to hunt for more eggs in Hatchlings. One person’s nice enough to gift me an egg that I was looking for. The rare eggs are out now so all I have to do is hunt for them. I know that would take a while. I have till September 31st to find them. I’ve completed a few surveys that sponsored Hatchlings and earned 70 shells which is nice. And that cuts down the time to pick up 5 daily shells. LOL!! I’ve browsed through the Walter Drake catalog and I saw that 100 LED lights flashlight and now it’s on my wish-list!!1 LOL!!! The 21-LED flashlight is pretty bright. I’ve been a fan of flashlights for years. I wished I’ve collected all the flashlights that I’ve owned over the years since I’ve used a bunch of flashlights to shine into my eyes. I don’t know why I did that. My eyes tend to wander toward any source of light even the sun. Right now since I’ve known the dangers of looking at the sun, I try not to let my eyes wander to it unless it’s a sunrise or a sunset. I’ve been told that I’ve used up a lot of batteries in the flashlights as I shone them into my eyes especially at night. I think I’ve stopped shining them into my eyes about when I was 8 or 9 years old. That’s one of those things that I used to do for a long time. I’m still somewhat fascinated by flashlights. I’m interested in how far advanced they’d go with the flashlights, which is the most low-tech item there is. I also cleaned out the top shelf of the cabinet and threw out a few things and stored a few items in the box. Then, I ‘ve moved the stuffs off the desk in the spare room into the top shelf of the same cabinet to make room on my desk. I’ve moved the large laptop into that room also so that I can use it in the spare room. Now I have a hiding place to go to when I need an alone time or just to be by myself for a while. I’ve had one of those food cravings since I was just hungry. I ate a bowl of mushrooms and the potato salad, and I ate some pretzels and 2 cups of fruits. I also ate a foot-long sandwich from the store. It’s pretty good. You know? It’s hard to know when to stop and when to eat at an appropriate time. So anyway; I guess that is about it for now. I’ll catch you all later on. Take care and ciao!!! :)"
So that’s what was going on at that time. I didn’t put the time-stamp on it so I leave it blank.
So anyway; I thought I would make this blog site a place where there is a beacon of hope, a place to break the silence, a place to escape to and a place to reflect. When I think of the flashlight, I see it as a beacon of light as a beam of hope. As if there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I think that the fascination with the flashlights was the key to remind me that this blog site would such a place. A beacon of light of hope. Even a light-house or a light from the porch can be a beacon of light. for those who are needs a little help finding their path.
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