“The Bench” A Fan-fiction

// Here is one of the short funny fanfic that I wanted to write,  I hope you’ll enjoy it.

Is it one of those days when you know that someone loves you, and finds a funny way to do it without realizing it?

Well, here is what happened. I was on Earth, in San Francisco, Califorma at Starfleet Command. My ship, USS Aventine, was docked at Earth Space Dock while I was on a Starfleet business having to deal with reports and answering to admirals about the missions that we were involved in.

It was on a hot sunny day, at least, it was breezy since the Starfleet Command complex was near the Bay area.  I was outside and I’ve walked for a few hours just to be nostalgic.  Yes, I’ve run into a few old friends, and we wre glad to see one another. 

Anyway; I decided to take a break from walking for kilometers on the huge complex just to enjoy the natural surrounding. Well, I sat on a bench just to relax and give my legs a break.  I sat there for a few moments reading the PADD and thinking of things to do on my ship.  I was not even aware that some of the fellow Starfleet officer were making surreptitious glances at me for some odd reason.

So as I stood up from the bench, I began walking again to the Starfleet Command building.  I was still not aware that something was amiss as I’ve entered the building and have gone to the admiral’s office.

Admiral Akaar, he’s quite a gentile-giant. I stood in his office explaining my ship’s business and various mission reports.  He has this odd look on his face while I kept rambling on.  Something told me that he’s holding a secret.

Well, before I left his office, Admiral Akaar mentioned something about the bench needing repainting, and someone had to get the signage to warn people that the paint was wet.

So I left his office, not even bothering to look behind at my ass. As I was on my way to the cafeteria to grab something to eat for dinner since I was hungry, I began hearing people whispering in hushed tones about a uniform with paint on her ass.  I looked around and found Commander Bowers sitting at the table already eating his dinner. He looked up. I noticed the expression on his face that seemed to say, “Captain, you’re out-of-uniform.” with a slight smirk on the corner of his mouth. 

Then, suddenly, I turned around and I was slammed with a strong wet kiss on my lips, I nearly lost my footing as I nearly fell backward when a woman gave me a deep kiss.  My body shook with riotous physiological fireworks as I was being kissed hard. Just as I was about to regain my composure, she let go of me, and I fell on my ass on the floor!

The entire cafeteria erupted in uproar of riotous laughter!  I stand up from the floor as everyone laughed.  I looked at this woman, and I realized that this is the woamn that I’ve found in Omega-9, Violet Taylor.   She smiled shyly and I realized that this is the love that I’ve been looking for all this time. 

I looked at her and I really wanted to be mad at her, but her smile kept me from doing that. So then, it was revealed that she was the painter after she had sought the help of my superiors as the match-makers to get me to meet Violet Taylor again. 

That was when I finally looked behind, and saw the evidence of the wet-paint on the back-side of my uniform pant.   Then, I saw both Admiral Akaar and Commander Bowers smiling at me.  They were usually the serious by-the-book types.  I shrugged not sure what to do next.

That was when Violet Taylor asked me out for dinner the next night. I accepted it!

So that was the story that I have to tell you. Don’t miss the opportunity to be loved by someone you truly loved.

On the recent news about Renegades and the new fan film guidelines…

The Sharpness of Razor

Remember when I told you that I will tell you in the previous blog that I was going to write about the next alien fantasy? Yes, so here it is. The last blog entry is about Sparks of “Aliens In The Attic”.

This one will be about Razor of “Aliens In The Attic”.

That is when I began to realize who I really and what my orientation is. I feel that I have been missing a piece of the puzzle all those years. Well, now I found it since I when I fantasized about Razor. She is a strong and intelligent female character. I do like her blue eyes. It’s funny that I am gravitating towards characters with blue eyes. Anyway; she is one of the three aliens who were devising ways to hinder the human kids from getting to the device before they did. She likes her boyfriend, Tazer. They were angsty at first, but they get along in the end of the movie. Both Tazer and Razor have escaped in their own alien ships back home.

So this is the second blog entry about the aliens of the movie, “Aliens In The Attic”.

In the previous blog entry; you’ll get the small summary of how the story went in the movie. So I won’t repeat it here.

That is when I realized that I am more comfortable with the woman than I do men. So the fantasizes began to change in 2010 when I caught sight of Razor in this movie. So I’m more at peace with myself when I am able to fantasize about the females that catches my attention. But anyway; that’s for another blog entry.

So I like Razor because she is strong and intelligent, and her eyes are blue. She is the only alien with the blue eyes. She has the skills of the martial artist even as a small alien. Her personality would be seen as tough, and with no-non-sense. How she get the name “Razor” is because of her exta-long sharp fingernails. I imagine that it would taken much hard work to keep them sharpened.

So there you have it. The back-to-back blog entries that I planned on doing.

The Spark of Genius

I am going to be making the back-to-back blog entries about the movie “Aliens In The Attic”. Yes, it is a funny movie about a family who were on the summer vacation. The parents’ children have only encountered the aliens when they have crashed onto the roof of the vacation house. Then, the wild comedic adventures begin when the aliens were in search of the device buried under the house. Anyway; it was found later in the evening before it was built. But the device was later destroyed.

The aliens have hidden themselves in the meteor shower in the beginning till they changed flight heading for Earth. Those aliens were Skip, Tazer, Razor, and Sparks. Sparks was the non-threatening of the four aliens, and he is the one who has helped the juveniles in destroying the device that the other aliens were searching for.

Sparks is a technical type who work with anything technical in origin. A gentle family personality and easy to get along with.

Why I’ve chosen this character? It all has dealt with my fantasies. All my fantasies revolves around aliens and artificial life forms. And believe it or not, this is the very last of the male gendered humanoid alien life form that would have fantasized about.

I have written a story on him, but I have not finished it since I have lost interest in him. You will see why in the next blog entry….

Both Hannah and Sparks have become fast friends before the rest of the kids discovered him with her while they were devising a way to disable the rest of the aliens.

So anyway; Sparks is one of the many alien fantasies that I have over the years. Gentle and intelligent personality. Family oriented. Tend to be clumsy for he is top-heavy. How he got the name “Sparks” is that he has the sparks of the genius.

Coming To Terms…

WARNING: This is a very sensitive topic that I have to discuss in here.

This is one of the sensitive situation of my life that I have decided that I’ve come to terms with. It’s about my identity as a human being. Well, I have written several blog entries regarding the situation of child-molestation and dealing with the question of my sexual orientation.

I have written that I had a fairly normal childhood. I was mostly outside and have not done many girl-like stuffs. I understood that I am a girl who like normal childhood things.

Until I was violated when I was eleven years old. That was when I’ve become very uncomfortable around boys and men. Due to my psychological perception that I’ve viewed all men as “child-molesters” or “rapists” (Forgive me, gentlemen. That is how I am.) That was how deep-seated my issue was. So I’ve never came to terms with my strong dislike for men or any male figure. This has been going on for many years. Even long after the ten years of child-molestation ordeal that I had endured, my perception of men has changed to the point where I have rarely dated any men.

I have not dated men because of this one reason that I’ve perceived men as “pedophiles”. I still have this deep-seated problem that I’ve developed so much anger towards men in general whenever I hear any news about men hurting children and women. Yes, that includes men raping women, unfortunately. Of course; there are very few men whom I was comfortable with and they’re part of my family.

So I hadn’t come to terms as to why I’m attracted towards women. I didn’t realize that I was mostly interested in women until now that I’ve began liking so many women characters, in both many science-fiction and in Star Trek. It all started with the “Space 1999” female character named Maya. I didn’t realize that I might have been a lesbian and not even know it.

So with the issue of being violated and my interest in females or women became prominent in my life. I’ve been questioning myself of my sexual orientation towards females.

Then, there is yet another issue that I have been worrying about for many years. It was how would my family react to my true identity when I get out of the closet? I’ve never known about the truth about my family’s sexual orientations till many years later…

Those questions such as “Who am I really attracted to?” “Why was I more comfortable around women than men?” “Do I get excited when I think about a particular character or woman?” or “Am I really a lesbian?” I’ve asked these questions for many years and have little answers to my questions.

So with the trauma of child-molestation, my interests in females, and my family’s reactions along with unanswered questions about my sexual orientation. I have decided to visit the local psychologist whom I’ve been following for several years for my depression and other psychological issues. When I had visited the therapist for sometime to sort out my questions and my issues with the past. That was when I began to realize who I really am as I discovered and learned more about myself which answered so many of my questions.

I finally got to talk to my mother about these things when I found to time to talk with her. She then revealed to me that there are several family members who are lesbian or bisexual or gay. I had no ideas about them till she’d divulged them to me. (No. I will not reveal any names.) and a trans-gender friend. (I will not reveal names either.) Funny thing is, I have had gay friends who I’ve gotten along comfortably. So when I spoke with my mother, I at last became more comfortable with who I really am and I will no longer feel the shame about my sexual orientation.

Well, now that I am more comfortable with who I am as a woman who loves another woman, and to not to feel ashamed about it.

So I’m able to understand myself as a person who likes everyone as who they are, not as what they are, and will treat everyone equally as friends. It takes some time to heal and grow. So, yes, everything began making sense when I was able to seek help with my issues and questions of who I am as a woman.

So anyway; I believe that is about it for now so take care, everyone.

Where Has This Author Been?

Hi, everyone;

I have not been here as much as I have planned so I really want to recify this.

Where have I been? I have been away for so long that I’ve been busy with different things.

I had another surgery but it’s not eye surgery this time in October of 2015. It went well and I’m doing well.

I have done a few Star Trek Online games but then I ended stopping since I decided that I could not follow so much of the clutter due to my low-vision.

I have been on and off Twitter for some time. I’m back on it now that I have a new role-player who has the similar likes in Star Trek characters.

So now I’m planning on getting back into writing blogs and catching up on different things. I have some things that I really want to write about.

And hopefully, I will be able to get to blogging again whenever I’m available. I know that this is short and sweet. So take care, everyone.

The Latest from 7 of 77.

Greetings;

It has been quite some times since I’ve loogged onto this siite. I have been on a hiatus due to several eye surgeries during the spring and summer. Now that I’ve returned to Twitter and began to get back into the swing of things.

So far;the vision in my right eye has improved by 20% and I am able to see better.

I have been keeping myself busy by reading, and keeping myself occupied.

And the lastest is.. I have FINALLY got into the Star Trek Online game.  Boy am I such a newbie at it. but it was fun to learn how to play the game here.  So it will be quite an adventure for me in the coming months.

So yeah, this is it!! I just made it.   

Well, also I am planning on writing the Role-playing stories that my friend and I have been doing for the past 2 years . I just got finished with the first installment which will in posted very SOOOON!!! Watch out for it!! Okay???? Haha, getting impatient huh? Well, y ou just wait!!  

Anyway; I will be back to posting new stuffs in here. so look out! Don’t get assimilated by the Borg!! Be efficient!!!